Youth Group Troubles
Mood:  irritated
I can't believe this!!! Today Ben was all like "Lesley, you and Tara are not cool." He has this little clique and they all hang out together. Lord forbid me and Aaron and Tara should hang out with them just because we aren't part of the cuddle!! Who even freaking cares about the cuddle?! That's what I want to know. One night they cuddled together for warmth. What's so cool about that?! Who even cares?!! I don't even want to hang out with them. They make me feel bad about myself and how I look so why should I hang with them? I am so freakin sick and tired of this. I wish someone would realize that it really hurts me to be excluded.

I don't even want to lead the small group. Ya know, without me there wouldn't be one. Maybe I should just say screw it and let Josh do it.